Ubersetze folgenden Text in gut leserliches deutsch, ubersetze "Stockings" mit "Halterlose" und schreibe ihn in die Ich-Form um:"""You've gotten in his car with him for "a drive". Now, here you are, in some windswept grasslands near an industrial estate on the outskirts of town... ...dressed in womens clothes, womens underwear, high heels, painted like a girl, on your stockinged knees with you panties around your knees. The sad little appendage on which you relied on for all those years to feed your delusions of manhood, and to reach bring yourself to climax during those pitiful masturbation sessions, dressed up in girlie clothes, behind closed doors alone in your room... ...well now it's impotently locked away into inaccessible redundancy. As you prepare yourself mentally to take his sweaty, throbbing shaft, between your painted lips, and later between your cheeks, you try to reconcile yourself with the notion that all your future climaxes will need to be "enjoyed" vicariously, as you host the orgasms of men - real men - inside you mouth and throat and your loins. Emasculated and degraded, as an effeminate eunuch in women's clothes, you will need to try to simulate the ecstasy of orgasm in your mind as you draw on their grunts and moans of pleasure as cues. You feel weak and pathetic, but it's all you've got now.