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Chapter 14 [Lei Yi raichisan. Jin Ri madegoKu Lao Yang deshita] Tu Ran , madamuniHu biChu sare, Gao geraretanogasoredatsuta. He mokamogaShun Diao niXing kutoGan eteitatsumorihanai. ......itsukahaLai rutoSi tsuteitaXuan Gao da. [oGei Jin hairanaitonooHua deshitaga, Duan iJian tohaie, Mo matsuLi riHua kasannooXiang Shou woshiteXia saimashita. korehawazukadesuga, Na meteXia sai] [ie, soreyori. Yi woWen kasetemoraukotohaChu Lai masuka] [......saa? Yi naraSi gaMo matsuLi riHua kasanniWen kitaidesuwa] soredakede. Mo matsuLi riHua kagaJu Jue shitakaraJie Gu ninatsutanodatowakatsuta. [Si nihamushiro......, Lei Yi raichisannoFang ga, sonoYi wogoCun Zhi dehanaikatoSi tsuteirunodakeredo......?] Wan Quan naXia geZhong sunoKan Zao rida. Chi Qing nomotsurekara, Er Ren noZhong gaJi Ji niPo Zhan shitato, Xin ziteiruyouda. soregaZhen Shi dearoutonakarouto, ......kouiuretsuteruhaQiang Lie da. donnaZheng Ju moBian Jie mo, He noYi nimoLi tanai. [iie. Ben Dang niPu nimowakaranaindesu. He shiro, Zuo Ri haPu haMo matsuLi riHua kasannihaHui tsutesaeinaindesukara] [ara, sounano? ......sorenaradoushiteTu Ran , Zuo Ye nisonnakotowoYan iChu shitanokashirane......] [Mo matsuLi riHua kasangagoZi Shen de, Si woJie Gu shiteYu shiitoYang otsushiyatsutanodesune?] [Si hane, Gui Fang anatanokotowoShao shi, Qi niRu riShi meteitatokorodatsutanoyo? anoZi tonoJian ni, Qing Shi gaatsutakadoukaniGuan Xi naku. ......Shao nakutomo, Tao gerarenaiXian Shi karaYi Shi dakedemo, Gui Fang anatagaBai Ma noWang Zi Yang niJian eruHuan Xiang gaLe shimerunaraba, soredesotsutoshiteokutsumoridatsuta] [......oGei Jin mo, zerodesushine?] [huhuhuhu....... Ci ziLang roZhu sukesanha, Du ", Gui Fang anatagaMo matsuLi riHua kasanwoHuo waseteirukaraJin Fu kenaiFang gaiitoYan tsuteitanoyo. demo, Si gasorewoCu tsuteitanoyo] naruhodo. madamuniQi niRu raretenakatsutara, Pu noJie Gu hamotsutoZao katsutatoiuYi ka. [Ao Yang ....... Shi Li Zhi shimasu] [He kashira?] meidogamadamuniHe kaXiao Sheng deEr Da chiwoshiteiru. Ji Yong toiuFeng dehanakatsuta. Pu haZi Ran to, Da kinaLiu tameXi ikiwomorashiteshimau....... Jin noMo matsuLi riHua kagadonoyounaXin Jing niari, doushiteJi niPu woJu Jue shitanoka, sonoXin Bian warinihaXing Wei gaaru. ......iya. Zhong Li woZhuang yosootsutaYan iFang hayameyou. Bi Nu noJi naXin Bian wariha, ......Li Jie dekinaishi, He yoriXin Pei da. He gaatsutanda, Mo matsuLi riHua ka? soshiteJin konoShun Jian , Jun hadonoyounaXin Jing niarunda? sonnaJun wohitoriCan shite, Pu haQu ranakerebanaranainoka......? iya, Liu rokuJie kaiDao douXian Sheng moYan tsuteitadehanaika. Yi Zhe ha, Huan Zhe noTong Yi nonaiZhi Liao woWu Li Qiang ishitehanaranaito. narasoreha, Xian Sheng noJiao eZi dearuPu moShou ranakerebanaranaikotoda. Yu miShou shirushiMo matsuLi riHua kaga, Pu woWang manakunatsutanara, ......koreYi Shang woWu Li Qiang ishiteiiYi hanai. ............................ kono, douDie ndeYa shiIp moutomo, Xin noDi karaChang nihamiChu shitekuruyounaGan Jue . ......Wei Lian , ......ka. [Lei Yi raichisan. Shen shiYi naikeredo, Jin Ri hakonokuraideiikashira. oKe Yang wooDai taseshiteiruno] [ie, Gou imasen. koredeShi Li saseteitadakimasu. oShi Hua ninarimashita] soredakewoGao ge, sohua-woLi chiShang gari, Tou woXia geru. meidogaXuan Guan heAn Nei shiyoutoXian Dao suru....... [......Lei Yi raichisan. Gui Fang anatahaLiu rokuJie kaiDao douXian Sheng nooDi Zi sannanoyone? oYi Zhe dehanakuJia Ting Jiao Shi dasoudakeredo, ......yatsuparioYi Zhe noShi Jie nihaXiang shiikashira?] [ie, amariXiang shikuha] [Jia ieRu iriJing kiyouZhi noJie suketoiuoYi Zhe Yang wo, goCun Zhi ?] [.........iie] [uchinoZhu Ren ga, Mo matsuLi riHua kasannoZhi Liao noWei tameniHu biJi setaFang dasouyo. He demo, Jing Shen noBing Qi woZhi suShou Shu deha, sonoJie kaiWei waidehaDa Bian niYou Ming naXian Sheng datoka] Xin moJing Shen mo, Noy toiuQi Guan deSheng miChu sareteirumonodearunonara, Tou Yao yaWai Ke Shou Shu deZhi Liao dekirunodehanaikatoiuYi Liao Si Xiang . katsutehaJing Shen ha, Ti Nei nihaCun Zai shinai, supirichiyuarunamonodatoKao erareteita. shikashi, Yi Xue gaJin Bu shitaJie Guo , Jin Nian dehaNoy noYang "naDong kiga, Xin niYing Xiang woYu eteirukotogaZhi rareruyouninatsuteiru. tsumari, ......Noy woShou Shu shite, Jing Shen noBing Qi woZhi Liao dekirunodehanaikatoiuKao egaSheng maretanoda. daga, konoYi Liao Si Xiang haSheng maretemada, Ri gaQian i. sonoHua Qi De Fa Jian woRen merare, Jing Shen Wai Ke Shou Shu woBian miChu shitaegasu*monisuha, Qian Nian no1949Nian nino-beruSheng Li Xue *Yi Xue Shang woShou Shang shitehairu. daga, sonomonisugaYan Jiu woKai Shi shitanoha, sonohonno14Nian Qian no1935Nian . tsumari, Jing Shen noBing Qi woShou Shu deZhi sutoiuShou Fa ha, sonoDan Sheng karaXian Zai made, tatsutano15Nian shikaJing tatsuteinainoda. sorehaRen Lei gaYou Shi Yi Qian karaHe Qian Nian moPei tsuchikatsutekitaYi Xue noLi Shi karaSi eba, madaSheng maretabakarino, Shun mabatakisuruCheng Du noShi Jian shikaJi miZhong nenonaiZhi Liao Fa nanodearu. Lei Yi raichihamochironYi Shi dehanainode, koreniFan Lun dekirukotohaHe monai. Bing Qi datosaeRen merarenakatsutaJing Shen noBing Qi gaZhi Liao Ke Neng de, soshite, Po Hai woShou ketekitaBi rahaLao itawarubekiHuan Zhe nanodatoDing Yi dekitaGong Ji haDa kii. shikashi....... Jing Shen Wai Ke Shou Shu ha, ......madaWei Kai Tuo noFen Ye dearugayueni, Xian Qu Zhe ninaritaitoiuGong Ming Xin niQu raretaYi Bu noRuo iYi Zhe tachiga, Zi Shen noYan Jiu yaShi Ji Zuo rinoWei tame, Huan Zhe noTong Yi moDe zuni, Ci ", Sheng Shou niQiang Zhi De niShou Shu woXing okonatsuteWen Ti ninatsuteirutoiuHua woWen itakotogaaru.......
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Chapter 14 "Mr. Raichi, thank you for your hard work up until today." Suddenly called by the madam, that was what was conveyed to me. I never assumed that everything would go smoothly... I had thought that this day would come eventually. "Although you said you didn't need a salary, you have been Matsurika's companion for a short while. This is just a little something, but please accept it." "No, rather than that. May I ask for the reason?" "...Well? If there's a reason, I would like to ask Matsurika about it." With just that, I understood that I was being dismissed because Matsurika had rejected me. "I rather thought... that you, Mr. Raichi, might know the reason...?" It was pure speculation. It seemed she believed that our relationship had rapidly deteriorated due to a romantic entanglement. Whether that was true or not... such labels are powerful. No evidence or explanation would be of any use. "No. I really don't know. After all, I didn't even meet Matsurika yesterday." "Oh, is that so? ...Then why did she suddenly say such things last night..." "Matsurika herself asked for my dismissal, didn't she?" "I was starting to take a little liking to you, regardless of whether there was a romantic affair with that girl or not... At least, if I could enjoy the illusion that you were a knight in shining armor, even just for a moment away from an inescapable reality, I was planning to leave it at that." "...And the salary is zero, right?" "Fufufu... Mr. Jirosuke often said that you were leading Matsurika astray and that it would be better not to get close to you. But I was the one who dismissed that." I see. If the madam hadn't taken a liking to me, my dismissal would have come much sooner. "Madam... Excuse me." "What is it?" A maid whispered something to the madam in a low voice. It didn't seem like an urgent matter. I naturally let out a big sigh... I'm interested in what Matsurika's current state of mind is and why she suddenly rejected me. ...No. Let's stop pretending to be neutral. Her sudden change of heart... I can't understand it, and above all, I'm worried. What happened, Matsurika? And at this moment, what are you feeling? Am I supposed to leave you alone and go away...? No, Dr. Rokugai said it too. A doctor must not force treatment without the patient's consent. Then, as his student, I must also adhere to that. If Matsurika no longer wishes for me... there's no good reason to force anything further. ......................... This sensation that always seems to overflow from the bottom of my heart, no matter how much I try to suppress it... ...Regret, ...is it? "Mr. Raichi, I'm sorry, but let's leave it at this for today. I have guests waiting." "No, it's fine. I will take my leave now. Thank you for everything." With that said, I stood up from the sofa and bowed my head. The maid led the way to the entrance... "...Mr. Raichi. You are a disciple of Dr. Rokugai, aren't you? You're not a doctor but a tutor, ...but are you familiar with the medical world?" "Not particularly." "Do you know a doctor named Ieirikyonosuke?" "...No." "My husband has summoned him to treat Matsurika. Apparently, he's a very famous doctor in that field for surgeries that cure mental illnesses." The medical ideology that if the mind and spirit are produced by the organ called the brain, then they could be treated with medication or surgery. In the past, the spirit was thought to be something spiritual that did not exist within the body. However, as medicine has advanced, it has become known that various functions of the brain affect the mind. In other words, the idea was born that... perhaps mental illnesses could be treated with brain surgery. But this medical ideology is still very new. Egas Moniz, who was recognized for his groundbreaking discovery and developed psychosurgery, won the Nobel Prize in Physiology or Medicine the previous year, in 1949. However, Moniz only began his research 14 years prior, in 1935. In other words, the method of treating mental illnesses with surgery has only been around for 15 years to date. Compared to the history of medicine that humanity has cultivated for thousands of years since prehistoric times, this treatment method is still in its infancy, having accumulated only a blink of time. Of course, Raichi is not a doctor, so he has nothing to refute this with. The achievement of defining mental illnesses, which were not even recognized as diseases, as treatable and the sufferers as patients deserving of care, is significant. However... Psychosurgery is still an unexplored field, and I have heard that some young doctors driven by a desire for fame and recognition are performing surgeries forcefully and without patient consent for their own research and achievements, causing problems...
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15 mou, Lei Yi raichigaFang rerukotohanakatsuta. Zi Fen ga, mouLei Yi raichinihaLai teYu shikunaito, Lai ndakarada. Mo matsuLi riHua kanoBu Wu ha, ......anoRi niha, annanimoPian Fu iteitanoni. soshiteMo matsuLi riHua kanoRong Zi ha, anoRi niha, annaniQing reyakadeKe kaAi wairashikatsutanoni. mataYuan no, ......Fa moFu mo, He mokamowoYin kiLie itakanoyouni, boroboroni. Bu Wu mo, Lei Yi raichigaFang reruYi Qian yorimomotsuto, ......Luan Za niHuang reGuo teteita.......... Lei Yi raichihamouLai nai. Si nokotowo, Yi Chang Zhe datoZhen Duan gaZhong watsutakara, mouLai nainoda. Si nokotowoLi Jie shiteirukanoyounaSu Zhen rihaZui Chu kara, ......Si woGuan Cha suruWei tameno, Wei rinoZhuang yosooidatsuta....... Si nobakemonowoRen metekureta. Shou keRu retekureta. sonnaRen gakonoShi niitekurerunante, ......nanteXing sedeQi Ji De nakotodato, Gan Xie sezunihaorarenakatsuta......! sou, ariDe ruhazuganainodakara.........! [......Si nokotowo......, annaniShou keRu retekuretakotoZi Ti ga......, Jin , Si eba......, Bu Zi Ran datsuta.........] Si no, ......bakemononokotonante......, Shui mogaJu Jue shiteDang Ran , Dang tariQian . ......soregawakatsutetahazu, ......wakatsutetahazunanoni......tsu. [aaaaaaaaa......waaaaaaaaaa.........tsutsu. ......doushite......, doushiteSi ha......Xin ziteshimatsutano.........tsu] Si nokotowoLi Jie dekiruRen Jian nante, Shui moinai. souZhi tsuteitahazunanoni......, doushiteLei Yi raichihaLi Jie dekirutsute, ......Xin ziteshimatsutano.......... soudasouda, Quan Bu Quan Bu , Bu Zi Ran datsuta, okashikatsuta! annanimoQin Shen ninatsuteSi nobakemononoHua woWen itekurerunante, okashikatsuta, ariDe nakatsuta, aruYi ganakatsutatsu. bakemonohaChao noZhong dedakehaZi You deiteiitsuteYan warete, ......Xi ureshikatsuta......, dakaraXin woXu shita......!! sonoXin Lai noZheng akashitoshiteanono-towoDai shitanoni......, ......Fan tsutekonai! anono-towokitsuto, Si gaWei Xian naYi Chang Zhe dearutosuruZheng Ju niShi tsutaniWei inainoda! dakaraanoJia ieRu irinaruYi Zhe gayatsutekita! soshiteSi no, ......Si nobakemononoQuan te, ......Fou Ding shitanoziya......!! [......bakemonoga......, bakemonodeatsute, ......He gaE inoziya......tsu......tsu. Chao noZhong dearou? Wang Lai noZhen nZhong deShui kaniMi Huo woGua ketaYi demonakarou?!] mochiron, bakemononinatsutabakarinoDang Chu ha......, Chao nadonakatsuta. Zhou riniMi Huo woGua ketakotoha, Fou Ding shinai. demosoredemo, ......Chao noZhong deatsutemo, bakemonodearukotowoXu sanainante......, bakemononoQuan Fou Ding dehanaika......tsu. Ji sunawachi, konoShi nioQian noJu Chang Suo hanai, Si neto, ......Yan warerukototomatsutakuTong zi.......... Da Shu Fu gaJiao etekureta. Lei Yi raichihaLiu rokuJie kaiDao douXian Sheng noShao Jie deyatsutekita, Yi Zhe datsutato. Yi Zhe datsuta. anoJia ieRu iritoTong zi, Yi Zhe datsuta. Si woHe moLi Jie shitekurenakute, Yi Fang De niYi Chang Zhe Xi ishita, Yi Zhe datsuta......tsu!! [Xian ida......, ......Xian iziya......tsu. ......Lei Yi raichigaZeng i, ......Hui shiitsu. ......Si woNong ndaLei Yi raichiga......Zeng itsu, .........Zeng iZeng iZeng i......!!!] nanoni, .........Tang Tu ni, Lei Yi raichinoWen kaiXiao Yan gaNoy Li niTu Ran , Su yomigaetsutarisurunoda.......... aa, Zeng metaradonnaniLe ka. soshitekonnanimoZeng ndeirunodazo, Lei Yi raichi. Que kaniSi ha, mouLai saserunatoChuan eteshimatsuta. dakaraoQian hamou, konoAn ioriniyatsutekurukotomo, konoWu yaFu shikiniRu rukotomonainodarou....... soredemo......! soredemodouka, .........oQian gaSi woLi Qie tsutenadoinaitoiunara......douka, .........tsu, tsutsu....... [......Lei Yi raichi........., ......wauaaaaaaaaaa......aa.....................] Qi kiKui reruBi Nu noXie niha, Xin shiino-totoBi Ji Yong Ju gaSan rabatsuteita. Nei Rong haQuan te, ......Lei Yi raichibakari. Lei Yi raichiwoJu Shu Tai niFu ri, ......ozomashiiCan Nue noYan utageniGong surubakemononoYue Le ga, ikutsumoikutsumoShu kiOu rareteita. shikashi, sorehaBi Nu noSem Xi naHua Li womatsutakuGan zisasenai. Gan Qing gaGao buriGuo gite, Bi Xian madeWai yugande......, ......Wai yugamuno-toniha, Luo Lei gaGan itaJi gaikutsumoCan ru. Ben Dang niPi Rou na, Si Chun Qi noSem Xi naGan Qing yuenoWai yugami....... Mo matsuLi riHua kawoShang Fu ketanohaJian Wei inaku, Jia ieRu irinanoni. Ai shiteiruLei Yi raichinishikaGuan Xin ganaikara, ......Gan Qing noenerugi-gaQuan te, Lei Yi raichidakeniXiang katsuteshimau. Shang Fu kerareteBei shiikonoShun Jian ni, kokoniJu tekurenaiLei Yi raichigaZeng i, toiu......, Zi Fen demookashiitoBan baQi Fu iteiruGan Qing ni, Qiu torawareSok keteiru. Lei Yi raichigaMo matsuLi riHua kawoLi Qie tsutaShi Shi nadonai. Lei Yi raichigaYi Zhe toiuShen Fen woWei tsuteitanohaShi Shi kamoshirenaiga, ......dakaratoitsute, Mo matsuLi riHua kaniBen Xin woWei tsuteJie Jin shitatoiuZheng Ju hanai. Zeng iJia ieRu irigaYi Zhe dakara, Yi Zhe gaZeng inohaLi Jie dekitemo, dakaraBen Dang haYi Zhe datsutaLei Yi raichigamotsutoZeng itoiuGan Qing ha, ......Mie meCha chiyaKu kuCha chiyada. sonnakotoha......, Mo matsuLi riHua kadatsuteHe tonakuwakatsuteiru. demo, sonnakoto, Zi Fen dewakaritakunaitsu. Jin suguLei Yi raichigakokoniLai tekurete, sorehaQuan teWu Jie datoYan tsute, mataharawatadeBao kiDi metekuretanara......, sugunimokonnaLei nado, Xiao shiQu tsuteshimaerunonitsu......! demo, mouLai runatoYan tsutanohaZi Fen da. dakaramou, Lei Yi raichihakonoWu yaFu shikinisaeRu tsutekurukotohaChu Lai nai. demo, naraba, douka, semete....... otogiHua noyouni, ......Qiu torawaretaJi noCheng niRen biIp ndedouka, ......Si woJue saratsuteYu shii.......... soushitara, ......Lei Yi raichiwoYi Shi demoYi tsutakotowo, Sheng Ya , Xie rukara. Sheng Ya , Sheng Ya , Yi Sheng Ya , ......Lei Yi raichinoYan ukotowoYi wanai, He demoYan ukotowoWen ku, Lei Yi raichigaYan ebaHe demosurushi, He demoCong u. Lei Yi raichininara, He wosaretemodousaretemo, Yi Sheng , Gou wanaikara....... dakaradouka............, .........Lei Yi raichi............. ......Si notokoroheLai te................... Mo matsuLi riHua kanoNu rinoQi kiSheng haitsunoJian nikaBei shiminomononiBian wari, ......itsumademoitsumademo, ......Ban woDa chiFu keraretaChuang noXi Jian kara, Ling koboreSok kerunodatsuta.......... [Lei Yi raichi. kore. Xian Ri , Lai mareteitamonoyo] [arigatougozaimasu. koredemou, Pu woZhe rumonohanai] [doukashira? madaZhe rumonohaarunziyanaino?] [He kaarimashitatsuke?] [Wang retano?! anoKong roshiiKong roshii, E Mo tachiyotsu. ......aa, Kou niChu soutoshitadakedeHan Qi gasuruwa!]
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Chapter 15 Raichi no longer visited. It was because I had asked him not to come anymore. Matsurika's room, which had been so tidy that day... And Matsurika's appearance, which had been so bright and lovely that day... Had returned to its original state... Her hair and clothes, everything seemed torn to shreds, in tatters. The room was even more disordered and desolate than before Raichi's visits... Raichi will not come again. He has finished diagnosing me as an abnormal person, so he will not come again. His demeanor, which seemed to understand me from the beginning, was just a false pretense to observe me... He acknowledged and accepted my monster. I couldn't help but feel grateful for having someone in this world who accepted me... What a happy and miraculous thing it was...! But that was impossible...! "...To think that he accepted me like that... Now that I think about it... It was unnatural..." My monster... It's only natural for everyone to reject it, it's obvious... I should have known that... I should have known, yet... "Aaaaaah... Waaaaah... Why... Why did I believe...?" There is no one who can understand me. I should have known that, yet... Why did I believe that Raichi could understand...? That's right, that's right, everything was unnatural, strange! It was strange that he listened so attentively to my monster's story, it was impossible, it couldn't be... He told me that the monster could be free within its nest... I was happy... so I trusted him...!! I lent him that notebook as a sign of trust... but it hasn't been returned! He must have used it as evidence that I am a dangerous abnormal person! That's why that Ieiri doctor came! And then he denied everything about my monster...!! "...What's wrong with being a monster...? In the nest, right? I haven't caused trouble for anyone in the middle of the street, have I?!" Of course, when I first became a monster, there was no nest. I won't deny that I caused trouble for those around me. But even so... to not allow me to be a monster even within the nest... That's a complete denial of the monster... It's the same as saying there's no place for you in this world, die... My great-uncle told me. Raichi was a doctor who came at the introduction of Dr. Rokugai. He was a doctor. Just like that Ieiri, a doctor. A doctor who didn't understand me at all and unilaterally treated me as an abnormal person...!! "I hate it... I hate it... I hate Raichi, it's frustrating... I hate Raichi who toyed with me... I hate him, I hate him, I hate him...!!!" Yet, suddenly, Raichi's warm smile resurfaces in my mind... Ah, how easy it would be if I could hate him. And yet I hate you so much, Raichi. Indeed, I told him not to come anymore. So you will no longer come to this hermitage, nor enter this residence... But still...! But still, if you haven't betrayed me... please, please... "...Raichi... Waaaaah... Ahhh..." Beside the girl, who had collapsed in tears, lay a new notebook and writing materials scattered about. The contents were all about Raichi. The monster's pleasure of tying Raichi to a restraint table and subjecting him to a gruesome feast was scribbled over and over. However, it didn't reflect her delicate drawing skills at all. Her emotions were so heightened that even the tip of her pen was distorted... The warped notebook was marked with dried tears. Truly an ironic twist of delicate adolescent emotions... Even though it was Ieiri who undoubtedly hurt Matsurika. Because she only cares about Raichi, all her emotional energy is directed solely at him. At this moment of pain and sadness, she is trapped by the feeling that she hates Raichi for not being here, a feeling she is half-aware is absurd. There is no fact that Raichi betrayed Matsurika. It may be true that Raichi pretended to be a doctor, but there is no evidence that he approached Matsurika with a false heart. It's understandable to hate Ieiri, who is a doctor, but to hate Raichi even more because he was actually a doctor is a bitter irony. Matsurika somehow knows that... But she doesn't want to understand that herself. If only Raichi would come here now and say it was all a misunderstanding, and embrace me with his guts... I could erase these tears immediately...! But I was the one who said not to come anymore. So Raichi can no longer even enter this residence. But, if so, at least... Like in a fairy tale, please sneak into the castle where the princess is imprisoned and take me away... Then, even if I doubted Raichi for a moment, I would apologize for a lifetime. For a lifetime, forever, for my whole life... I will not doubt what Raichi says, I will listen to anything, I will do anything if Raichi says so, I will obey anything. I don't mind what Raichi does to me or how he treats me for the rest of my life... So please... Raichi... ...Come to me... Matsurika's cries of anger had at some point turned to sorrow, and they continued to spill through the gaps in the boarded-up windows, forever and ever... "Raichi. This. The item you requested the other day." "Thank you. With this, there's nothing to stop me." "Really? Isn't there still something in the way?" "Was there something?" "Have you forgotten?! Those terrifying, terrifying demons... Ah, just mentioning them sends shivers down my spine!"
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mata, Jin Suo noZi Gong tachini, Xiao Niao woWo riKui shitaCan Ku naZi toretsuteruwoTie rare, sonoHou moXue Xiao demo, Pu hazutsutoNue izimerareSok keta. soshite, Pu nobakemononoLuan niShi Fen nihibigaRu tsute, ......bakemonogaFu kaetsutaShi . Pu noZhong nonegatopozihaNi Zhuan shitanoda. Nue izimerareruYuan Xiong tonatsuta, Xiao Dong Wu woSha shiteshimautoiuE ashikiXing Wei . sorewoJiu togametaQin yaZhou Wei noZi Gong tachinoDi Yi kara, sonoXing Wei noJia Zhi Guan gaNi Zhuan shiteshimau....... Zui Chu . Pu haBi rahenoZeng shimikara, iya, Bi ragaikenaikotodatoQiang shiitakotohenoFan Fa toshite, ......Xiao Dong Wu woSha shiShi metanoda. ningennoGan Jue gamadaCan tsuteiruNei ha, soregaDao De niFan suruXing Wei datomadaZi Jue dekite, ......Xing Wei noDu ni, Meng Lie naBei De Gan toZi ziJi koXian E kenoniZhen eta. ......shikashi, bakemonotoshiteXu "niJue Xing shitekuruto. ......sonoBei De Gan haHuang kouBu kotsuhetoBian watsuteitsuta. Zui Hou noQing niha, hatsukiritoMing rakaniYu Yue woGan zite, ......Pu haSheng kiWu noMing woDuo tsuteitanoda. Xiao Dong Wu woSha sutoiuXing Wei de, Zi Fen gaZui Di Bian denaikotowoQue Ren suruXing Wei ? Wei u. yatsutehaikenaitoJin zirarerukara, kaetsuteyaritakunarutoiuFan Fa noXing Wei ? Wei u. tada, Sha sukotogaChun Cui niLe shii. ......Pu ha, Jian Shi nabakemononiCheng Chang shiteitanoda....... konoQing niha, Jin Suo deXiao Dong Wu noHai mukurogaJian tsukaruDu ni, Pu noShi Ye datoYi wareta. demoPu haQi nishinakatsuta. ......Xiao Xue Xiao noDan Ren hasonoDu niPu woBi kabatsutekuretakeredo. Pu haFu noZhong deXiao tsuteita. datsute, Pu gaBen Dang niFan Ren datsutanodakara. yagatePu ha, Xue Xiao denoShou Ye Zhong nimade, Yi ahureChu dasuCan Nue naruYu Qiu toWang Xiang niShao shidemoJin ritakute, ......sorewo, Shou Ye nono-tonoHou karaShu kiShi meteshimau. Mo matsuLi riHua kagashiteitayouni, katsutehaLei Yi raichimo, Ji nobakemononoCan Nue Yu Qiu wono-toShang niKai Fang shiteitakotogaarunoda. shikashi, Mo matsuLi riHua kanoChang He ha, Bi ziIp meraretaMi Shi Nei niYin shitano-todatsuta. Yi Fang noLei Yi raichinoChang He ha, Shou Ye nono-todatsuta. yagate, Lei Yi raichinoWang Xiang gaShi Fen nino-toniShu kiJi sare, ......Qian karahaHei Ban woXie shitamono, Hou karahaWang Xiang woJi shitamono, sonoShuang Fang gaZhong Yang deChu Hui tsutakurainoQing ni. ......Lei Yi raichigaLuo Shu kiwoshiteirukotoniQi Fu itaJiao Shi niyotsute, no-towoQu riShang gerare, .........Sao gininatsutanoda. Mu niJian eruXing tonatsuteita, Ji saretaCan Nue Wang Xiang . soreha, atsutoiuJian niLei Yi raichiwo, Ye Fang shinishitehanaranaiYi Chang Zhe Xi inishita. Lei Yi raichihaikutsumonoBing Yuan woZhuan Yuan saserare, ......Yi nowakaranaiJian Cha woikutsumoShou kesaserare, ......yagateha, bakemonobakariwoJi metaShou Rong Suo noyounaBing Yuan ni, Bi ziIp merareruniZhi ru.......... Lei Yi raichiha, Zi Fen gaYi Chang datohaSi enai. Que kani, ningennoDao De Guan deha, Sheng kiWu noMing woLan midariniDuo ukotohaXu sarenainohaZhi tsuteiru. shikashisoredemo, ......Zi Fen niha, soregaLe shiinoda. soshite, Ta noningenha, sorewoJian teozomashiitoGan ziteirunomowakatsuteiru. tsumari. Bi ranitotsuteZi Fen haYi Chang nanodaroukeredo. ......Pu nitotsute, korehaZheng Chang nakotonanoda. shikashi, Yang "naYi Zhe gaRu reDai wariLi chiDai wariyatsutekiteha, Lei Yi raichinoKao ewo, Tou gonashiniFou Ding shi, sonobakemononoCun Zai haXu sarezu, oQian gaCun Zai woXu sareruChang Suo hadokonimonai, Xiao eQu tsuteningenniLi reto, He Du moHe Du mo, Yan Xie yaYao , Guo tenihaTong Jue woBan uZhi Liao Ji Qi niyotsute, Qiang Yao sareSok ketanoda.......... sonnaRi "noZhong de, ......Tu Ran noChu Hui idatsutanoda. Chu meteJian tasonoZi ha, Ni Guang noZhong datsutanode, Ying ninatsuteteyokuwakaranakatsutakeredo. nazeka, .........soremadePu woYi Chang Zhe Hu bawarishitekitayatsuratoha, Gen Ben gaWei uQi gashitanoda. sonoBai Yi noNian Lao itaXian Sheng ha, Ni Guang noGuang noZhong karaBu miChu ruto, ......Tie tetsuGe gouZi shimoXie mazuni, Pu noQian nishiyagami, Mu noGao sawoHe waseteYan tsuta. [konnichiha, Lei Yi raichikun. Si haLiu rokuJie kaiDao douda. Jun noHua woWen kasetemorauWei tameniyatsutekitanoda] Yan ikameshiiYan ha, sonoShi noPu niJin Zhang Gan woBao kasetakeredo. ......anoShi kara, Jian Wei inakuatsuta. Liu rokuJie kaiDao douXian Sheng noTong noZhong niha, ......Yi Duan toshiteNue shiitagerarerubakemonoheno, Li Jie toLian awaremiga, Que kaniFu kandeitanoda..........
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Again, I was labeled by the neighborhood children as the cruel child who crushed a small bird, and even at school, I continued to be bullied. And then, when enough cracks had formed in my monster's egg... when the monster hatched. The negative and positive within me reversed. The wicked act that caused the bullying, the killing of small animals, was turned on its head due to the blame from parents and the hostility of the children around me... At first, I began killing small animals out of hatred for them, no, as a rebellion against what they insisted was wrong... While human sensibilities still remained within me, I was aware that it was an act against morality... and with each act, I trembled with intense guilt and self-loathing. However, as I gradually awoke as a monster... that sense of immorality turned into a daze. By the end, I clearly felt pleasure... I was taking the lives of living creatures. Was it an act to confirm that I was not at the bottom by killing small animals? No. Was it an act of rebellion because I was forbidden to do it, which made me want to do it even more? No. Simply, killing was purely enjoyable... I had grown into a splendid monster... By this time, every time a small animal's carcass was found in the neighborhood, I was suspected. But I didn't care... Even though my elementary school teacher defended me every time. I laughed inside. Because I was indeed the culprit. Eventually, I began to write in my school notebooks, wanting to indulge even a little in the overflowing brutal desires and delusions during class... Just as Matsurika had done, Raichi once released his monster's brutal desires onto the pages of a notebook. However, in Matsurika's case, it was a notebook hidden in a locked room. In Raichi's case, it was a school notebook. Eventually, when Raichi's delusions were sufficiently recorded in the notebook... with the front filled with notes from the blackboard and the back with delusions, and when both met in the middle... the teacher noticed Raichi's doodling and took the notebook, causing a commotion. The brutal delusions recorded in visible form... It quickly labeled Raichi as an abnormal person who should not be let loose. Raichi was transferred to several hospitals... subjected to countless incomprehensible tests... and eventually, he was confined to a hospital that was like a detention center for monsters... Raichi could not see himself as abnormal. Certainly, he knew that taking the lives of living creatures indiscriminately was not permissible by human morals. But still... it was enjoyable for him. And he understood that other humans found it abominable. In other words. To them, he was abnormal... but to me, this was normal. However, various doctors came and went, outright denying Raichi's thoughts, insisting that his monster's existence was not permissible, that there was no place for him to be allowed to exist, to disappear and return to being human, and time and time again, they forced this upon him with words, medication, and even painful treatment devices... In the midst of such days... it was a sudden encounter. The first time I saw him, he was backlit, so I couldn't see him well. But somehow... I felt that he was fundamentally different from those who had called me abnormal. The elderly doctor in the white coat stepped out of the backlight... and without a barrier, he crouched in front of me, meeting my eye level, and said, "Hello, Raichi-kun. My name is <PRESIDIO_ANONYMIZED_PERSON>. I've come to listen to your story." His stern face made me tense at that time. ...But from that moment, it was undeniable. In Dr. Rokugai Michi's eyes... there was certainly understanding and compassion for the monster that was persecuted as a heretic...
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16 Xi Fang karaYe niZhi routoiuShi Jian ni, Fen bunJia keWu yaFu shikinoQian ni, 1Tai noSi Lun Zi Dong Che gaXian reru. ......Jia ieRu irinoChe datsuta. Fu shikiDi chiNei niChe woRu reruto, sonotorankukara, Shi Shi Dao Ju toSi wareruDa kinakabanyaziyuraruminke-sunadowoQu riChu su....... [hiyatsuhiyatsuhiya!! masakana, Shou Shu toiukara, dokokanoBing Yuan deyarunokatoSi tsuteitara!] [Si noChang He ha, Chang Suo woXuan bimasennode. ......soreni, Yang "naShi Qing kara, Wai nioChu shishitakunaitogoJia Zu gaYao Wang suruke-sumoDuo kuarunodesuyo] Jia ieRu iriha, ......Yu miShou shirushiJia kenoyounaDi Fang noMing Jia woZhong Xin niHui ru, Jing Shen Wai Ke Yi da. bakemonoha, Shui noXiong noNei nimoLuan woChi tsuteiru. tsumari, Shui deatsutemo, bakemonogaFu kaetsuteshimaukotohaarunoda. soregaMing Jia noZi Di datsutaChang He , sonoQi Xing yaCu Bao ga, Ming Jia noMing Yu woZhu shikuShang Fu keteshimaukotogaariDe ta. sonoyounaShi , katsutehaZuo zaFu shikiLao rounadoniBi ziIp mete, Ren Mu niFu kanuyounishiteita. shikashi, Feng Jian Shi Dai demonaiXian ri, dorehodonoMing Jia demo, 1Ren noRen Jian woLao Shuai deSi numadeBi ziIp meSok kerukotoha, kanarinoFu Dan ninaru. tsumari, Bu Zhi noBing dearubakemonowoShou Shu deZhi seruYi Zhe noXu Yao ha, Di Fang noMing Jia niha, aruCheng Du , Cun Zai shitanoda. mochiron, Ke toshitehaDuo kunaidarou. shikashi, Bi rahaBu Ming Yu naShen Nei wo, Mi Mi Li niZhi Liao dekiruchiyansugaarunaraba, Gao E naBao Chou deatsutemo, Zhi Fu uJia Zhi gaarutoKao eteita. Jia ieRu iriha, sonnaRi Ben noCun She Hui noAn niSheng kiru, ......bakemononanodearu. [Jin Ri haJing kanaYe desune. Ji Zhong Li gaGao maru. Shou Shu niha, totemoyoiYe desuyo] [hihitsu. sonnaniJing kakatsu. washinihaChong noMing kiSheng gaurusaikuraidagana!] [owakaritohaSi imasuga, Jin Ri haTe nioJing kaniYuan imasuyo. Jing Shen woZhi Liao suruShou Shu ha, ......totemo, totemoSem Xi nanodesukara. sou, Yun Shu noyounidesu] [wakatsuteiru! washinihaChou idewakaru. oQian sanmowashitoTong zi, Xing Ge Po Zhan Zhe da!] [oya, sorehaXin Wai naPing Jia desuyo] [daga, sonoNeng Li gaGui Zhong deYi niLi tsukara, koushiteYe Fang shinisareteirukotowoXu sareteiru. hiyatsuhiya! washinazo, Ruo iRi nichiyoitoHe Du kaXuan kenHua kawoshitadakede, Yu miShou shirushiJia kenoMian tsuraWu yogoshiXi idena! Qin Fu gaSheng kiteitaQing ha, Ben Dang nikonoWu yaFu shikikaraYi Bu moChu shitehakurenakatsutazo. ......Qin Fu me, huzakeyagatsutetsu. washinihawashinoSheng kiFang gaarundatsu, sorewotsu, kuzugatsu, ......kuzugatsu!! butsubutsu!!] [huhu, huhuhuhuhu....... bakemononiha, Jian Shen noXia iShi noZhong desuyo......] Deng akariwoShou nishitaDa Shu Fu ga, Jia ieRu iriwoBan tsuteAn ioriniyatsutekuruYang Zi niha, mouMo matsuLi riHua kamoQi Fu iteita. Jia ieRu irigaLiang Shou niChi tsu, Da kiGuo girukabanha, Ming rakaniBi noShi Shi Dao Ju gaJie merareteirukotowoSi waseru. Qi kiJin kushiteHui noyouninatsuteshimatsuteitaMo matsuLi riHua kadatsutaga, ......sonoYang Zi ni, Zhong kakatokaraBei Zhong , soshiteunaziniZhi rumadewo, Rui Li naRen Wu deYi Zhi Xian niQie riShang geraretakanoyounaGan Hong woJue eta. ......Shou Shu da. suruQi nanoda. soremo, kokode. Jin Ri , Jin Ye ! Jin karatsu!! sonnaMa Lu na, sonnamasaka. iya, anoJia ieRu irinaraariDe ru. anoPa haChong chiyuuLei ruinoyouniLeng Xie naNan narabaariDe ru. konoBu Wu de, Chou chiyuuChu chiyonaku, Si nobakemonowoSha su, Shou Shu wosuruQi nanoda......! Zhan uka? iya, Jue Dui niDi kanawanai. Xian Ri , Hu tsubowoTou getsuketaShi niwakatsuta. Si nobakemonotoshitenoQuan Li wo, aitsuhaatsusaritoashiratsuteshimatsuta. Sheng teruXiang Shou dehanainoda. narabaTao geruka? kokokara? Fei nihaWai karaNan nanJing kinDing ziyou. Chuang haBan gaDing kugideDa chiFu kerareteiru. Shi shiniZhong sounaBen woHe Ce kamatometeTou getsuketemiruga, ......Yuan kara, bakemonogaBao rerukotowoXiang Ding shiteFeng ziteirunoda. sonoCheng Du nokotodePo retarisuruYi monai......! naraYin reruka?! dokoni! Shu Zhai Ji noXia niYin reruka? matsutakuYin rerarenai!! konoBu Wu nihaYin rerareruChang Suo nadonainoda! He monai! Chu Lai rukotonadonai!! Si hakonoChao toiuMing noDai hukuXiao rokoLu uzide, ......Jia ieRu irigayatsutekurunowo, ......Jie Duan woDeng tsutekuruYin wo, tadabonyaritoWen iteZhan Li suruYi Shang nokotohaHe moChu Lai naitsu! konkon, to. notsukunoYin to, Jia ieRu irinoSheng ga.......... [......ta, ......Zhu ke......te..................ta......su........., ] aa, Fei woKai keteRu tsutekurunogaJia ieRu iridenaku, Lei Yi raichidatsutanara......, Lei Yi raichidatsutanara.........!! [yaa, konbanha. Mo Li Hua oNiang Yang ] [a, a, a..............., ] [Gui Nu anatanobakemonowo, Chao goto, Qie riQu riniLai mashitayo....... huhuhu, huhutsuhuhuhuhuhu......!!!] .........kete....... [......tasu......kete......, Xian Sheng Dian o...............] mouMo matsuLi riHua kaha, Shui gaJian temowakaruhodoniQuan Shen woKong Bu deZhen wasu, ......bakemonodokoroka, ......Rou Shi Swu niZhui iJie merareta, Ai redemisuborashiiXiao Dong Wu noyoudeatsuta....... Lei Yi raichihasonoQing , Bu Qi Wei naDi Xia noZang henoMu Zhi noCu Mo naJie Duan woXia riteirutokorodatsuta. Diao tsurusaretaLuo Dian Qiu gaZhao rashiteirunode, Xin karouziteZhou rinoYang Zi hawakaru. shikashi, sonowazukanaDeng akariha, mushiroYi Ceng , Ying woNong kushi, Di Xia Zang noZhong wokaetsuteAn kuGan zisaserunodatsuta. ......Lei Yi raichimo, Mo matsuLi riHua kanoShen niWei Ji gaPo ritsutsuarukotowo, Gan Jue deGan ziteiru. Shi Jian hamatsutakunainoda. shikashi, Mo matsuLi riHua kawoZhu keniXing keba, konoZui Hou nochiyansuwoShi tsuteshimau. En Shi noChou katakiwoJian tsukeruZui Hou nochiyansuwo. daga, kokonisonoChou katakinoZheng Ju gaarutoiuJue Dui noBao Zheng hanai. Yi Fang , Mo matsuLi riHua kaniFang reruWei Ji ha, Jue Dui noZhi Ming De naJie Mo woBao Zheng suru. Jing Shen Wai Ke Shou Shu dato? bakemonowo......, Chao gotoQie riQu ruShou Shu dato?! sonnakotowoshitara, ......sorehabakemonotoshitemoningentoshitemo, ......Sha sarerunotoTong zida......! En Shi noChou katakiwoJian tsuketatokorode, En Shi gaSheng kiFan ruYi demonai. shikashi, Mo matsuLi riHua kanoWei Ji woJiu enakatsutara, ......Pu noAi kurushiibakemonoha, Si nunoda. dochiragaZhong Yao ka, Bi berumademonainoka? iya, ......soredemoPu haLiang Fang woXuan bu! En Shi noChou katakiwoJian tsuke, saraniMo matsuLi riHua kamoJiu u. sonodotsuchimoYou Lie woFu kezuni, soshitedotsuchimoXie kanaerunda......tsu. daga, sonoyounaYong mashisaha, Ci noShun Jian , zokuritoQuan Shen noXie gaLeng eIp muGan Jue toGong niWu San shiteXiao eta. shikashiTong Shi ni, ......Lei Yi raichihaQiang kowaZhang batsutaBiao Qing nomama, ......gokuritoTuo woYin miIp mu. Jian tsuketakarada. .........Chao wo..........
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Chapter 16 As the time approached from evening to night, a four-wheeled automobile appeared in front of the Bunke residence. ...It was Ieiri's car. After driving onto the property, he took out a large bag and aluminum cases from the trunk, which seemed to be his work tools... "Hyahhyahhya!! I thought we were going to do the surgery at some hospital since you mentioned it!" "In my case, I don't choose the place. ...Besides, there are many cases where the family requests not to take the patient outside due to various circumstances." Ieiri is a psychosurgeon who mainly visits prominent local families like the Mitsuhashi family. Everyone has a monster's egg within them. In other words, anyone can hatch a monster. If it happens to be the offspring of a prominent family, their strange behavior or violence can significantly damage the family's honor. In such cases, they used to be locked away in a zashiki prison, out of sight. However, unless it's the feudal era, even the most prominent families find it quite a burden to keep one person locked away until they die of old age. In other words, there is a certain demand for doctors who can surgically cure the incurable disease of being a monster, especially among prominent families in the countryside. Of course, there wouldn't be many clients. However, if there is a chance to treat their dishonorable relatives in secret, they consider it worth paying a high fee. Ieiri lives in the darkness of Japan's village society... as a monster. "It's a quiet night tonight. It heightens my concentration. It's a very good night for surgery." "Heheh. That quiet, huh? To me, the sound of insects is almost too loud!" "I assume you understand, but please be especially quiet today. Surgery to treat the mind is... very, very delicate. Yes, like art." "I know! I can tell by the smell. You're just like me, a character with a broken personality!" "Oh, that's an unfortunate assessment." "But it's because of that ability that you're valuable and useful, and that's why you're allowed to roam free. Hyahhya! When I was young, just because I got into a few fights, I was treated as a disgrace to the Mitsuhashi family! When my father was alive, he really wouldn't let me step out of this residence... Damn him, messing around! I have my own way of living, and that trash, that trash... Mutter mutter!!" "Hehe, hehehehehe... It's a narrow world for monsters..." Matsurika had already noticed the approach of her great-uncle with Ieiri to the hermitage. The oversized bag that Ieiri carried in both hands clearly suggested it was filled with his work tools. Matsurika, who had cried herself to ash, felt a sensation as if a sharp blade had sliced straight up from her heel to her back and nape. ...Surgery. He intends to do it. Here. Today, tonight! Right now!! Such nonsense, such an impossibility. No, it's possible with Ieiri. That man, cold-blooded like a reptile, could do it. In this room, without hesitation, he intends to kill my monster with surgery...! Should I fight? No, I definitely can't win. I realized that when I threw the vase the other day. He easily brushed off my monster's full strength. He's not an opponent I can beat. Then should I run? From here? The door is locked from the outside with a padlock. The windows are boarded up with nails. I try throwing some heavy books at them, but... they were sealed anticipating a monster's rampage. They won't break from something like that...! Then should I hide?! Where! Under the study desk? It's not a hiding place at all!! There's nowhere to hide in this room! There's nothing! There's nothing I can do!! In this nest, which is like a bag, I can only listen blankly to the sound of Ieiri climbing the stairs, shuddering with fear, unable to do anything more! Knock, knock. The sound of knocking and Ieiri's voice... "...He... help... me..." Ah, if only it wasn't Ieiri opening the door, if only it was Raichi... if only it was Raichi...!! "Good evening. Miss Matsurika." "Ahh, ahh, ahh..." "I've come to excise your monster, nest and all... Hehehe, hehehehehe...!!!" ...Save me... "...Help me... Master..." By now, Matsurika was visibly trembling with fear all over her body, not just like a monster, but like a pitiful and shabby small animal cornered by a carnivore... At that time, Raichi was descending the crude wooden staircase to a creepy underground cellar. The hanging bare light bulb barely illuminated the surroundings. However, the scant light only made the shadows darker, making the cellar feel even gloomier. ...Raichi also sensed that a crisis was approaching Matsurika. There was absolutely no time. But if he went to save Matsurika, he would lose this last chance. The last chance to find his mentor's enemy. However, there is no absolute guarantee that evidence of his enemy is here. On the other hand, the crisis approaching Matsurika guarantees an absolutely fatal outcome. Psychosurgery? A surgery to cut out the monster... along with its nest?! If that happens, it's the same as being killed, both as a monster and as a human...! Even if he finds his mentor's enemy, it won't bring his mentor back to life. But if he can't save Matsurika from her crisis... my dear monster will die. Which is more important, isn't it obvious? No, ...yet I choose both! I will find my mentor's enemy and also save Matsurika. I will not prioritize one over the other, and I will fulfill both...! But such bravery dissipated the next moment, as a chill ran through his body. At the same time, ...Raichi swallowed hard, his face tense. Because he had found it... the nest...
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"nka" "No. You are not permitted." ...You've shown it. ...Your true nature.